Why I re-added the first two terribly ugly and dark poems that are the first you see.

I initially did not publish these two on here because they were so dark and tended to scare people away from my less dark stuff. However, I decided, quite honestly, I want them up here, they are mine, and dark or not, they are as personal to me as any of the others. Feel free to skip them if they bother you, most of my work is not that dark and messy. I just have no way to move them or hide them behind the others because the newest posts show up first.