Drug lust out of control
can't do enough to ease this burn
eating up the midnight hours
when will I fucking learn
can't stop the thoughts from flowing
tangled in the sheet of my desire
the sweat thats pouring down my face
still won't douse this fire
my phone ain't ringin
ain't no knocks at my door
all alone with my my mind
layed out on the cold wood floor
can't see your face through this fog
can't even say your name
I am burnt again baby
and still I feel this pain
10/13/2001
About Me
- Beautiful Chaos
- I am a 32 year old woman, married with 2 beautiful daughters. My writing is often brutally honest,as is life and may contain content not suitable to some viewers. If you are easily shockable this may not be the page for you. However, I must state that not everything you read on here is about my life, some is fiction, or things I have witnessed others go through. Sharing is often difficult as it is a personal look at my inner soul; if you are good at discerning such things you can see me for who I truly am, not the me I present to the world. There is no order to the writing, the new is mixed with the old,the pain with the love, tis truly chaos. Reading over my blog I suddenly realized that I must sound like a damn junkie. For the record, yes I did inhale, in high school, which is the only time in my life I used drugs recreationally. My father however, was addicted to crystal meth from his teenage years till his death in his late twenties. I am quite familiar with drug addiction and its effects. I did play pretty hard with alcohol abuse though, for a couple years and probably came within a hair's width of full blown physiological addiction, and much of my writing does address that.
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